i miss my boyfriend..






















and his kisses . . .

when the weather is hot, humid, sticky and heavy, there is a significant drop in a person's information processing capacity.

today has been a hot day. and my 2 hour break between lectures that was originally intended for readings has evaporated much as the condensed water droplets on the slightly overpriced cup of coco cabana have.

hot and humid days also seem to have this ability to suck out whatever little creativity i had. so yes, this entry is purely for the simple fact that bizi wants to complain about the unbearable weather and to bask in the air conditioned comforts of the lab in as7.


so i started my day stranded at kent ridge hall when the inconsiderate cab driver stormed off with a 'i dunno where u want to go. we already in nus what.' causing me to painstakingly hike my way up to the newly furnished as4 basement for my first lesson, all under the unforgiving rays of the sweltering hot noon sun.

tell me, why do i so feel as though my day is dragging through eternity?

thankfully, emotions lecture, which is starting in another 15 minutes, is more or less my most interesting module, with a highly engaging lecturer, whose over-enthusiastic pacing back and forth during tutorial this morning made me somewhat nauseous. of course this could simply be attributed to my having trekked all the way to the tutorial room from a yuckily distant krh.

and i just realise that i have an assignment for the developmental psych tutorial due on sunday afternoon. obviously it doesnt help that i have not read, or even printed the stupid articles, which are both 20 odd pages long?

and i have mahjong on saturday night (which is tomorrow) after work. tuition has been cancelled for the last 2 weeks because they wanted a break after the exams, and i have this nagging feeling that i probably wont be seeing my very cute korean kids, who commented that ray looks better with specs, again. especially since their mother has this knack of assuming i'm very free by requesting for tuition one day in advance.

so yes, its now 4 minutes to the start of the lecture and i'm still trying to buy time by convincing myself that i have yet to end of this entry nicely. (failure to end of an entry nicely was the underlying reason i took down that last one.)

but you know, the humid weather has apparently devoid me of the ability to write a convincingly smooth conclusion to this entry. so i'm just going to drag my feet to the lt.

in case you havent heard, i have the worst possible three day week. now look,



honestly, i dun even want to look at this thing. how completely irritating can it be that i have a SIX hour break on even wednesdays. what a complete waste of time since i could easily have been working. urgh!!


every semester, i will convince myself that having breaks in between classes provides me with the time to do my readings. in fact, i was so convinced that last semester, i deliberately incorporated a few 2 hour breaks into my timetable just so i could complete my readings.

well, as usual, i end up ponning either the earlier lesson or the later one. or worse, both. let's just hope this semester i'll really use that time to do my readings, which has already collapsed, and its only week 2, into this huge and messy heap by the table.

my life is so wonderful.

because ah fang said she didnt see this when she was searching, i'll post it up..



that big mouth ugly guy is yang zong wei, who i dun like.
that big hair cute guy is xiao jing teng, who i completely adore, and whom i wasted much of my taiwan trip dreaming of.

his 'ooh', 'uuh' sound damn wooo!! and that very high pitched voice in the video is, i suspect, his voice. see this,



and u really need to see his interviews and hear him talk before u realise he's really really so damn freaking cute.

i went to buy the stupid ah mei cd because there's a song that features him. and its very very very disappointing. knn, cheat my money. :(

the only thing that can cheer me up is probably me getting all my tutorials, which is highly unlikely since stupid nus goes by ALPHABETICAL order, according to wenjie.

:(

i miss my boyfriend..






















and his kisses . . .

honestly, i'm ultra disgusted that 'my boyfriend is cute' has become somewhat like a theme in my blog. every freaking entry is about how cute ray is. i'm not saying he isnt, but i'm beginning to think that his cuteness is for me and me alone. which is why, i decided to stop blogging for awhile.

plus the fact that i've been busy with work and tuition. and that taiwan was a complete bore. the only highlight of the trip was babe and i getting goosebumps watching our beloved black spider sing on tv, and we spent the next few nights scanning through the hundred channels for his appearance. if not for the fact that the 2 of us had a combine asset of like S$50, we would have gone to the pub he was performing.

poor people have sucky lives and suckier holidays. i'm regretting not having bought alot of things.


actually, i was planning to start a new blog from scratch, with a new, less colourful - read: emo bitch, blogskin and all. but i'm lazy, and i'm not about to settle for the boring templates that blogspot has. actually, they're not that boring. perhaps i should give it a try, when i'm feeling less lazy.


anyways, u should see this,



wahaha! hopefully, i get all my tutorial slots. 6 modules and 3-day week. how shiok can life get. how nua can i get. i better stop showing off just in case i tio bao yin and never get my tutorials.


and curse cors. curse cors. curse cors.




i'm going to talk to ray now. until i have chosen my new blogskin. or if i kena 5-day week. i dun think i will update anytime soon.