i rarely advocate movies but this is awesome. ^^


go watch k?

i feel so loved. its the second day in a row now that my brother has bought breakfast for me. gosh, its so easy to make me happy.

actually, i think i'm just super gian png la..

which is why i love working at novena so much. for one, the bossy korean (henceforth known as b.k. or sometimes affectionately referred to as oh-ma.) doesnt boss me around the way she bosses the others around. and i really do see her working la. oh, her kimchi's real nice, and she's always asking me to go eat, which is why they are starting to call her my mother (oh-ma). -.-"

uncle man says she's just super impatient and a complete neurotic perfectionist (the last part is really added in by me). then again, uncle man's just nice la. in fact, his niceness is one of the reasons i sometimes look forward to work. i have pictures to post actually, but ah fang wants to collect pictures of 'bizi bullying man', so i cant post them just yet. we'll just have to wait till i bully uncle man more, and babe has enough pictures to post. blehs.

oh, and this is my favorite favorite korean (henceforth known as oh-nee) in the whole world (apart from hyun bin, rain and my beloved kwon sang woo, who's getting a little too old already),


she's damn cute la. i made her teach me korean and all she's managed to drill into me are korean bad words. -.-"


oh. and my bao is really still as cute as ever. he thinks he's so blur because he's always knocking his head on the mrt ceiling, bus ceiling and his van ceiling. i almost choked on my hot chocolate when i read that sms he sent me.. so cuteee..

and oh, here's my darling on his way to work.



yes, he's wearing shoes and black socks with his 3-quarts. and u should really see how he tries to hide it using his shirt.

darling brought me to this place at jurong some time ago for the best hang hir and it was best meal we ever had.


see. we cleared everything. i think i'm really gonna become a big fat pig soon, what with my bao and oh-ma and oh-nee stuffing me with all those goodies. -.-"

my boyfriend loves me. ^^




ah yes. i know i look ridiculously black and white in that second picture. i've been looking like that alot these days. my mother told me i am becoming fairer, which i totally dislike, because although 一白遮三臭, 黑看起来比较瘦 lors..

i was asked the other day, as to why i am so adamant about making this relationship work, and the first thing that came to mind was, 'because ray's so damn cute'. i disappointed the hell out of that person because he was expecting i'd say 'because i love ray alot'. well, of cuz i love my bao. i love him as much as, if not more than all my other ex-boyfriends. its just that his cuteness, and the way i overlook some of my exasperation and anger because he's so damn cute makes me more convinced that i will be able to see this through.

if u must know, i'm going through a rather bad phase now. the stress of working/schooling and not having enough sleep has taken a toil on my already not there temper, and bao's been on the receiving end of my mood swings. but u know, his cuteness and perpetual blurity (oh, i love coining words that sound real) almost always manage to bring me out of my own down-ness. ^^

i love my boyfriend. i love loving my boyfriend.


okie, so the other day honey and i met up with shuliang and grace for grace's post-birthday get-together thingy. and we took awhole lot of pictures. so much that i cant even be bothered to photoshop my eyebags or make the contrast look nicer blah blah blah..

my dessert for the night..



the swensen waiter's lousy photographic skills.




路人甲's even lousier photographic skills.



and then we saw this..



and we all started to become spastic.



shuliang and honey completely dun look like one lor. at least grace and i tried. -.-"


then we begun taking pictures like crazy.

shuliang, honey and bizi


grace, honey and bizi


grace, shuliang and bizi


grace, shuliang and honey



after that, we went crazy.. (actually, we already are la. but i was thinking posting normal pictures before crazy pictures are better.)

and so, in the same order..





i happen to think i am a great photographer. see that last picture? ^^


i think we were really irritating the shit out of all those who walked pass us and amusing the urine out of ourselves.



henceforth, i am stealing pictures from honey's blog because she has the 喜怒哀乐s there already. ^^

this angle is so unflattering. but oh well.. -.-"



its very difficult to look sad when there are crazy people around u. ^^


and shuliang half-ed her own face. lolx..



and then we (i think is me) decided to take pictures with everybody doing the same expression..





i think we would make good spokespeople for the spastic association. ^^



and the whole photo whoring continued even after grace, honey and i boarded the cab lor.. (actually, its just me insisting to continue taking pictures la. i think i am crazy sometimes too.)




and the other love of my life.




oh, this is the first love,


bah!! i'm just kidding. blehs. ^^


my love..







ahh yes.. i'm showing off again. blehs.. and the pictures were from a long time ago, if u noticed my beautiful red-and-gold-for-chinese-new-year nail colour.

i dun have enough time to post the pictures that i want to post. a whole shit load of them. yikes!


i will do that when i have the 闲情雅兴 to do so. i simply cant find any strand of creativity left in me to blog after spending the whole of last week, struggling to make ends meet. its not easy surving 8-9 working hours (plus school when i'm not otherwise working) on 2-3 hours of sleep, days on end. see, even my spelling deserts me. surviving.

anyways, the point is, i really just wanna say sorry to my darling dear honey bunny hubby waffle chocolate peanut butter cookies cream pie. ^^

i was feeling abit stifled the other day by all those deadlines and work schedule and all i wanted was to have more time to hug my darling dear to sleep and wake up when we feel like waking up, instead of being woken by the stupid alarm. its so irritating to have to wake up every morning. and its more irritating to have to wake ur super cute boyfriend up when he's sleeping so soundly (and cutely also la)..

anyways, point is, i wanna say sorry to darling because i told him that i felt stifled, and whenever i feel stifled, i start thinking if its really a good idea to even have a boyfriend at all. yes, i know its unhealthy to have such thoughts, like i want to la. and poor darling got so freaked out by that idea that he completely spaced out for like 5-10 minutes and he (according to himself) was almost going to cry already.

i feel so terribly guilty can?

like i will say bye bye to the cutest boyfriend, who pats me to sleep, hugs me to sleep, and when i'm asleep, goes down to wash his van. who puts more effort into cooking maggi mee for me than for himself such that mine tastes heavenly while his is like, like that lor. ^^

i am so loved. i dun just feel loved, i am. ^^

i love holding his hand while he drives me home. i love lying on his shoulder and distracting him while he drives me home. i love it when he gets irritated that i'm pouting again. i love it when he tells me his butt itches. i love it when he calls to tell me his fart is smelly. and like i will ever allow him to even think of escaping mt. bizi's 5 fingers. blehs.

i love u bao.

i love my bao.


oh, just a little preview of wats to come in my next blog..




oh oh, by the way, laozhabor.blogspot.com is real one leh!!

its the season of new blogskins!!

woohoo

i almost wanted to use this


lucky my smarts rescued the fate of this blog in the nick of time to save all of u from my absurd proclaimation of love for da dong. blehs.

the thing is, i am so freaking proud of myself, can?! u have no idea how long it took me to figure out how to use the different photoshop functions. i is so clever. ^^

new blogskin nice right?

u're supposed to say its nice. otherwise, i'll change my password and not let u know. blehs.

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i know its kinda irritating to have to remember to hit 'CAPS LOCK' when u key in the password for my blog. actually, the whole thing itself is just plain troublesome. tts the whole point ma.. i'll remove it after my birthday.. keke.

i'm getting on everyone's nerves with my incessant 'boyfriend is cute' posts. honey just told me the other day to update my blog because she's getting sick of seeing the 'my boyfriend is cute'. (she already tagged me and she still msn-ed me. shows how irritated she is. haha..) babe told suting (and who knows who else) that 'bizi everyday blog about how cute her boyfriend is'.

actually by everybody i really mean the 2 of them la. my whole repertoire of blog readers is the 2 of them. er, the rest of the remaining, like 5 ppl who read my blog, please pretend to not exist for awhile to allow me to roll about in my made up self-misery. okie okie, its getting late, i'm getting sleepy. i'm beginning to not make sense.

anyways, the point is that i really dun mean to keep gushing about how cute ray is. its just that, he really is, and i cant help it. blehs.. ^^

my boyfriend is seriously ridiculously cute even though he is slightly irritating at times. like how he insists on meeting me for awhile, even though it is completely out of the way for both of us (more on that later). and how he have been insinuating that i am short and fat (more on that later too). and how he refuses to sleep even though he's tired because he claims that i am angry.

so today darling and i met up for a little while to go play 大富翁 at his place. yes, how disgustingly meaningless can it be to go all the way to boon lay to play that stupid game for like 10 minutes. this is what i meant when i said 'he insists on meeting me for awhile, even though it is completely out of the way for both of us.'

although i do get upset when we dun get to meet, it upsets me even more when he has to go out of his way to come meet me for awhile. one fine day, that ridiculously cute boyfriend is going to spoil me nuts. wait. i think one fine day has come already. haha. blehs.

my darling dear is adorably paranoid about me leaving him, or about me getting upset or angry. i almost have to convince him that i am okie every night before he is willing to go sleep. and this is crazy because i'm super hyped up about talking to him and he's just super sleepy and tired.

and oh, he's been a complete pain in the ass, with his innuendoes about me being short and fat.
'dear, why u always cut off my hair when we take picture de?' (cuz i am too short.)
'dear, lucky u not as bony as me, or else not nice to hug liao.' (cuz i am fat.)

yucks. i hate my boyfriend. and i super love him at the same time too. blehs.


ar shucks. its 4 freaking am already and i have to wake up at 0745 later to go to work.. and i still want to finish watching my corner with love. i seriously need some 真字 for tonight's 4d.. (not like i buy anyways.. -.-")

my boyfriend is super cute. yes. i've decided that i'm going to begin every freaking blog entry with a 'my boyfriend is super cute'.. better still, i might just change 'pretty bizi signing off' to 'i have a super cute boyfriend. bye!'

u think i'm crazy?

i think i may be crazy.

ray drives me crazy with his undeniable, unbearable cuteness. and no, i dun mean it in a bad way. how bad can it be when ur boyfriend wakes u up at 6am in the morning because he wants to hug u? that said, i'm really not all that please to have to rouse from my secret rendezvous with morpheus. blehs. okie la, i'm secretly smiling now because my boyfriend wants to hug me at 6am. my boyfriend is so so so so cute. yikes! ^^

he always make me look like some idiot when i think of him or read his messages.

okie. i should just change my sign off message to 'idiot with a super cute boyfriend signing off'

oh oh, i'm thinking it might have something to do with the fact that darling's hair was all messed up and he had this super super blur and ultra cute look. oh, and he looks damn hot in that ridiculously skimpy monkey boxers.. yikes! i better stop fantasizing. i dun want to be drooling in my stats lecture later.

yes yes yes. i'm in the lecture theatre now. darling has to reach some workplace by 9.15 so he had to drop me in nus by 9 latest. so i have been rotting around since then and the lecture will only be starting at 10, which is like another 10 minutes away. i am unbelievably sleepy because that raymond tan woke me up at 6am and then he promptly (like an hour later la.. ^^) falls asleep leaving me to weave in and out of my slumber because morpheus is angry that i had to leave in the midst of our rendezvous, and refuses to take me back. sigh..

i'm only awake now because i can smell my boyfriend's smell.. okie, okie. its the assience shampoo again. i should just change to using that and then hypnotise myself into believing that i'm smelling ray everyday. see, i told u i might be crazy.

better stop gushing about how cute ray is. i have a feeling babe is starting to get irritated in a fun way. suting just said babe was telling her about how i've been going on and on about how cute ray is. i can like totally see babe going 'kekeke'.. haha.

well, da xiong stayed up all night last night just to buy breakfast for suting and send her (which is like take bus with her) to school this morning leh.. i wonder if darling will be as sweet as he is now 2 years later (which is like how long da xiong and suting have been together). oh oh, and da xiong's 粹落的心灵 was hurt because babe say he no life. -.-"

am gonna be meeting ys and kz later tonight for i dunno wat. i'm gonna ask honey along since she say she'll be lonely since daniel will be going to bkk with his friends. will probably not have pictures to post since miss tan rarely ever takes pictures.. i shall post a small ass (because the stupid blogskin configuration no no let me put big ass pictures) picture of us (and super ugly too) at the end of this post, which is like now already since lecture will be beginning soon.

went steamboating with ys, kz and kw the other day.. and i almost died from prawn overdose. anyways, here are the pictures..



the only reason i enjoyed sitting next to him was because i figured i'll die of laughing and lose all my appetite if i had to sit opposite him.

i'm talking about kw, of cuz. his reactions are seriously classic.

here's my big head and kenny's prawns, as in, he peeled prawns for yingsi and i. and yes, we both had like at least 20 prawns each. i'm going to die of high cholesterol.


completely random and red-eyed me.


better, but still ugly.


tts about it.


was feeling super fucked up earlier cuz workload is piling up but everything is still in pending mode. meaning, everything that i can do is done and there's nothing more left to do now except see the deadline nearing.
(projects must wait for people to finish their parts, and i dun even know if i'm supposed to do that part which i'm supposed to do.)

and to make things worse, my total assets was like down to less than $20 (kill me, seriously. i have no idea how i managed to get myself into this shithole.) and my c-cup. can i put them up for sale? poverty drives people crazy. me, at least.

and then mummy came to give me $172 cuz she tio-ed 4d again, and it completely lifted my mood. yes, i'm pathetic. $172 is pathetic, but better than nothing, especially when u consider how much i have left. seriously, if u'd knew how often my ma tio 4d (and i'm only counting the times that are at least 4-digit), u'd think singapore pools or wateva illegal syndicate, would have folded up by now. i think she tio-ed like 4-5 times this year already. and its only beginning of march.

makes me wonder, why i never tio 4d one?!

and so my very rich mother came to tell me, after i told her i'm working tomoro, that if i dun feel like it, i should just quit, she'll just give me money lor. i gave her the obligatory 'orh'. because if she knew how much money i have left, and how much i spend, she probably wouldnt have said wat she did.

to prove my point, i spent $100 on a new bra (plus matching undies, cuz i always have to get the matching undies) the other day, despite having only $125 left. (please kill me and knock some dollar sense into me.) oh, and i offered to wear for darling, but he said '不要,我要偷看的..'

no need to kill me already. he did with that reply. my boyfriend is damn cute de. i know.

speaking of which, he's been repeating and repeating 'bibi 是我的.. bibi 是我的.. 不可以跑掉..' ever since that jiesheng-wanted-me-back incident. and then just now, while i was talking to him on the phone, masking and secretly listening to x japan's tears (all at the same time, just that he didnt know. but i guess he does, now.), he actually told me that we we should go rom, just so i wont run away. -.-"

my boyfriend is very cute, and a little bit crazy.


x japan, tears.


damn nice de, i know. i've had this song in my itunes playlist for as long as i can remember, and i only just learn that its by x japan. i think i should go bang my head against the wall. oh, and i ought to mention that kes loves loves loves loves loves yoshiki.




like i'm very free to go search for more pictures. i still have my 转角遇到爱 to watch.

na, here's one very nice song from that show.
cai minyou - wo ke yi