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its such a terrible feeling when it seems like my friends are enjoying their holidays to their fullest while i sap around and measure the rate my leg hair grow, which is yet another reason for my misery because i have to veet like every 10 days, which is super troublesome and i completely hate the stupid in-shower veet because its not as thorough as the normal one. bah! i should just wait for money to fall from the sky and then go for the permanent hair removal thingy.

then again, if money did fall from the sky, i think i'll just spend all of it in the ridiculously alluring lv/chanel/fendi/ysl boutiques along orchard road. gheesh.. -_-"

anyhow.. i was recounting the fates of my lucky arsehole friends who are in australia, taiwan, hongkong, and who are planning their irritating (day) trips to bintan, jb, genting and bkk, and sulking my face green, complaining about not even bringing me shopping, when my darling boyfriend asked me if i would like to watch a movie.

yala.. watch movie only happy already.


so i proceeded to ask kes if she and zhiyong had plans for the night, and she said they were planning to catch warlords. and raymond tan, the once upon a time andy lau fan (he claims to be), jumped at the opportunity to catch something he was interested in, rather than have me insist we watch the enchanted, to which he has dodged out of since it started showing like damn long ago. humph!

was intending to catch the one at 2225 but because tickets were out, and ray and zhiyong, being the uncle they are and not wanting to waste the trip to town (we were at ps by the way), we ended up having to wait till 0120, which is the next available timing.

and so we sat at the ps food court, after having prata supper at this nearby place, waiting for stars to drop and christmas to come.




oh yes. we were there until the lights went out. and kes was whining about zhiyong playing on his psp and not attending to her, and whining about ray and i playing on our ds-es and not attending to her, when ray decided to be irritating to me instead and lent her his ds.

i think i might have influenced yet another friend to get a ds, especially after i mentioned ah fang has one too.. ^^

ah fang when you come back i pass you the games k? and then we can multi-player. and i wont have to keep winning at those IQ games because i only get to play with ray. *yay*



oh.. i got a hair cut the other day, and i quite like it, other than its making me look stupid when i wake up in the morning. kes's bangs are nice too. she likes that she no longer have to draw brows, and she proudly showed me her undrawn brows underneath that thick bangs. -_-"

and ya, ray's new super expensive phone has super power flash. the new super expensive phone that sucked out his funds for my christmas present. and i'm still thinking about whether or not to get him his. think i will. even though he's definitely not getting me anything, and even though i'm totally broke. i'm such a nice girlfriend.

warlords was nice. takeshi kaneshiro damn shuai. i think i might have orgasmed had it not been ray who was sitting beside me holding my hand, and kes, who was oohing and uhing audibly on my other side. anyways, watch the show and tell me what you think about it. its like the more i think about it, the more i dont know what to think about it, and its driving me nuts because kes and ray like dont get what i was trying to say.


oh, star dust was damn nice. i only just watched the show. ^^

and before i flutter off to dreamland, just in case ah fang has not watched it..



maybe its because i was watching with ray when i watched it for the first time, and he kept saying how much it feels uncomfortable, the way he sings. but watching it again now made me feel the way i felt when ah fang and i tuned in to 大小爱吃 back in the taipei teacher's hostel. it omg-ed the hair out of my pores.

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i wonder what's come into me these days. i'm missing that obnoxiously irritating raymond tan more than i have ever imagined i would. its like the more i see of him, the more i miss him.

and i hate it.

i completely hate it. i completely hate being that love-struck puppy that i've become the past few weeks. i completely hate this incredibly vulnerable feeling that puts me at a position where i sit by the pathetically falling apart phone, waiting and hoping ray would call soon.

but of cuz ray being ray, makes it alot better by calling often enough for me to not sink into that depressive mood a year and a half ago.


so it is. with a terribly aching back and completely sore feet that i sit on my comfortable and slightly smelly bed complaining about what a bore my life has become after the end of the exams. i'm rather wishing it was still exam period. i'm rather missing that hype brought about by the stress of exams. the hype that is so missing from my ridiculously monotonous life. and i'm supposed to be having the best time of my life now at 21, no?

gosh. if this was the best time of my life indeed, i might as well end the tedium of this colourless existence.


pump some life into my being, wont you?!

it doesnt help that raymond tan, the impressionable 25 year old is getting involved into things that he is not sure of and is asking me for my two cents worth, to my immense exasperation. i dont want to be your mother. i want to be the pathetic, loserish, dependent, meowish girlfriend who cannot stand without holding on to you for support.

in short, i want to be stupid. stupid people really have got it better dont they? for one, they dont realise they're stupid. just like the ugly and/or the irritating never realise their abhorrence.

and it doesnt help that me with my terribly aching back and completely sore feet has to put on a straight, delightful face to daddy's queries as to where i have been the entire day. 'daddy, i have been working, because i feel bad squandering the money you earn from waking up at 5am every morning, at which time, i have been up watching pathetic dvds on my laptop, pretending that my heart does not ache from hearing you wake up so early in the morning, pretending to be asleep.'

but of course i didnt say that. but of course i put up that half-hearted plastic smile and waved my way through his, i hate to say this, irritating questions.

it is with guilt that i slouch here over my old and slowing laptop, hearing didi answer daddy's harmless questions in a way that completely invites chiding.


and so it is with guilt and the utmost irritation (because raymond tan is rambling on non-stop and rambling nonsense non-stop) that i end my entry and dwelve into harry potter and the half-blood prince for the thousandth time. will somebody buy me the first 5 books. i want the adult cover. and i want hard cover. thanks.

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after switching off the lights in the car (i think we were looking for baby's phone),

my stupid boyfriend (msbf): dear 这样看很美 leh..

*on lights again*

msbf: 哦! 圆圆..

-_-"


那个越吃越胖的臭男人竟然好意思说我圆！ i shall embark on a plan to get him to become 1000000000 times his current size now. stupid raymond tan. humph!!

(i know its not the first time. but the tui-ness is still there no matter how many times he does it.)

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:( i dun like it when you wake up in the middle of the night to hug me anymore. in fact, i dun like it when u hug me at all. bleh.


anyways, after looking for years, i finally found the cantonese version. still not the original one that i wanted though. :(



and just to refresh ur memory.. ^^

衣服本来，刚刚好
怎么现在 扣不上？ （为什么？）

桌子椅子，那么小
小房门也 钻不了 （味道好）

成长成长 我已成长
比比看 谁比谁高

司各脱民鱼肝油 陪伴我一起长大陪伴我一起长大

bleh. ^^


i should be studying. i've got 2 papers tomorrow, and another paper the day after. and i've only finished studying one!! i should be studying instead of downloading britney spears songs. -_-"

"fell in love with you and everything that you are
nothing i can do i'm really crazy about you.."

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ah fang. this is the first picture i took of you, and lian mei mei's classic sausage lips.



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actually, i think.. the pictures were not taken by me. but to think i was going to delete them the time i deleted many many pics to make space for wow. hehe.


and oh.. next year we try again okie?


maybe we'll bump into suting and daxiong again. ^^



er honey, i think daniel's hair look much better now.



and these were many many years ago.



when ur face was rounder and i had horrible fashion sense.



and when my hair was curly, and i was fat.


that's the first and last time i'll perm my hair.



i was damn fucking high when these were taken. no thanks to finishing kes's bourbon coke in one fucking gulp, just so we could leave arena. -_-"





yes la. i lousy. but how come ah fang look more seh than me de? kekekes.



i should be studying. maybe we could go here to study..


where the chairs were nice, the place was cosy, and drinks were expensive. oh. the drinks were expensive. maybe we shouldnt go there then. -_-"


i should be studying. ah fang, you should be studying too.

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that silly raymond tan got me jay's album for our 9th monthsary. and i'm ridiculously happy because i 千交代万交代 him to not get me anything.

so now i have to force myself to not look at it cuz i have that stupid debate presentation to finish. and i'm only done with the introduction, the outline and a whole chuck of tabbed websites that hopefully have something relevant for me to quote. :(


'xxx will always love baby bi bu de. muacks. dear, i (will) love u alot, my whole life.'

(xxx is the obscene nickname that silly ray got for himself. its fucking funny and if u asked me, i might tell u.)

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zouk is a place for foreigners to hook up with 'easy' girls. we witnessed one ang moh dancing up to a very korean-looking girl, who didnt mind his advances. half an hour later, they were smooching all over and his sweat was dripping dripping dripping, and those around them were all staring dumbfoundedly at them.

zouk is a place for girls to have fun or to get irritated.

zouk is a place for macho guys to offer their protection to helpless girls. it was nice to know that someone is trying to make ur time a little more enjoyable, even though he may be quite helpless about it. i dun even know his name. in fact, i dun remember what he looks like.

zouk is a place for couples to hug and kiss. for the boyfriend to look powerlessly at the annoyed girlfriend who is being knocked into, pushed against and (their feet) stepped onto.

zouk is also an extremely scenic place for our uranian counterparts to FUCKING CONTINUOUSLY take picture take picture take picture. and its not the 'faster, we take one picture together' kind. its the 'take this take that, take u, u, u and u and then take me, take me and u, take me and u and u, take everybody together, take the crowd, take the screen, take the floor, take the podium, take the dj. bad take, take again and again and again and again. take take take take take, take ur balls and step on the floor la.


i honestly tried to have fun despite being immensely, terribly, completely, overwhelmingly irritated. zouk should not be a place for wanton girls to get drunk and lose their pathetic semblance of civility and self respect. mambo nights ought to be and was fun.



my legs are aching. my eyes are closing. my hair and the wow patch updater seems to have an unspoken agreement to keep me up as long as possible by going about their drying and downloading at a snail pace.

i miss my boyfriend suddenly. wednesday nights are meant for cuddling up to my darling baby dear.

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despite ah fang's cautionary advice, i went ahead and spent $115 on getting a wow account to play with ray. (cuz he's on the US server and the very pweety blood elf character that i am adament on getting is only available on the very expensive expansion pack.) i'm such a good girlfriend.. that boyfriend better start to love me more now that i've spent $115 on getting something that i dun exceptionally like, and will potentially cost me even more of my sleep and reading time. as it is i have had massive eyebags for the past 2 days because of it. oh well, i'm a good girlfriend.

but my boyfriend is great too. he offered to pay for it without knowing that he doesnt have enough money left. thank goodness his girlfriend has a better grasp of her finances than him..




there! ^^

i wonder how long my excitement (plus the heartache of parting with $115) and my immense love for darling ray baby (uh-hem) will sustain my interest in this.

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6 months ago,

"i'm really wishing there were 48 hours a day. because i need more time to hug my darling boyfriend. oh, and i didnt mention darling dear got me this for our first monthsary."


5 months ago,

ah bao and me went to dine at ajisen (my ah bao loves ajisen.) the other day to celebrate our 2nd monthsary.


4 months ago,
"

'love you 2 months like 2 years like 20 years like 200 years'
ray said that to me last month.

'love you 3 months like the 3rd kiss like the 3rd hug 3 lifetimes over.
bizi is saying that this month."


3 months ago,

"boyfriend: 死了.. 我越来越 cute 了.. 本来没有这么 cute 的.. 都是 ah bi bu 害的..


my boyfriend is getting cuter day after day. and i am getting fatter week after week. i is 白白胖胖 already lor."


2 months ago,

"it is now 5 months into the relationship with my bulliable ah bu bao, who's endearing as ever. ^^"


1 month ago,



today,

"very ba ba bi bu bu bi bi de happy 7th month anniversary dear. muacks x 1 million times"


my boyfriend is still as irritatingly cute as ever. ^^
its been the happiest 7 months of my life, and i kinda mean it. most boyfriends fall out of that sweet lovey dovey thing way before this, and we (okie, just him) are still as sweet as ever.

i am loved.

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